A change

What a random rant my last blog was! Even I wasn't interested in it. And I wrote it. Oh dear! Does anyone really care what happened to the paper? Probably not. Anyway, I will draw a line under it. I am feeling pretty blue today. It's strange how you can travel a million miles to get away from your old life, but you can't travel a million miles away from yourself. Situations change, but people don't.

I am feeling a little stagnant at the moment. A feeling that was devouring me in London. However although you can change a situation or a place pretty easily. You can't change how you feel. Which, is essentially, what matters and to a large extent, the problem. People have the power to make themselves feel happy, sad, satisfied or lost.

With regards to myself, I seem to be experiencing an extreme dissatisfaction with my life. Which is strange, considering I have just had two amazing months travelling. I guess a feeling as such was bound to hit me at some point, I just wasn't expecting it to be here in the motherland. In some ways perhaps I was expecting too much from it. Some kind of life changing experience. A bolt of lightening. But when that bolt of lightening fails to materialise one can't help but feel disappointed. In some ways the saying is true. Expectation, indeed, only brings sorrow.

Til tomorrow.